The Outer God Needs Warmth

Chapter 87

The very next day, the Heavenly Demon really did show up.

The Heavenly Demon, who came to the house, either watched So-O train or uttered strange phrases claiming they were part of the Heavenly Demon Technique's formula.@@@@

At first, the Heavenly Demon even tried to teach me some of the formulas and asked me to interpret them, but when I simply spoke what came to mind, the expression on its face was as if it had never seen such a foolish human before.

Honestly, it was shocking.

No, but I truly didn’t understand it!

What’s even funnier is that So-O started to understand.

Why is studying literature turning into physical education? I can’t comprehend it. Isn't there some fatal flaw in the laws of physics here?

Well, I guess energy or magic was always like that.

I suppose it’s just how it is.

"Why can’t I use it?"

After thinking for a moment, I grumbled, and the Heavenly Demon, sitting beside me, turned its head and looked at me with a slightly confused expression.

"You're not lying, are you?"

"I don’t lie."

The Heavenly Demon looked at me skeptically for a moment before realizing something on its own.

"Well, with that head of yours..."

It was saying that I was too foolish to use it.

"Unjae used his upper dantian to summon me. So, shouldn't I be able to use it too?"

The Heavenly Demon sat in a strange posture after hearing my words.

That’s when the faded man’s memory shines. The word "lotus position" suddenly glimmers. It’s unnecessary, but I suppose that’s how memories work.

There isn’t a separate personality, just a mass of memories that connect like a spiderweb, forming consciousness.

It’s easy to understand if you compare it to the universe.

Planets are trivial information. The sun is the central memory. A star cluster is one event, and the galaxy is one episode.

If it’s the Galactic Lord, it’s the school years. If it’s the galaxy cluster, it’s childhood. The giant gravitational bodies form the self-aware memories, and the entire universe includes almost all forgotten memories.

The gravity that stretches across the universe is my consciousness.

The phenomena that interact become consciousness itself, and emerge. So, there is no separate consciousness. Even a small region’s gravity is ultimately a part of the great gravity, right?

But it’s that.

If the solar system is the faded man’s memories, the stars that filled the sky at that time would be memories from when the world was a cold sea. The Andromeda galaxy would be the memory of the first world.

Most memories are indistinguishable because they’re filled with pain, despair, and cold, but from the proportions in my head, it makes sense.

Memories glowing?

Yes, that’s it. That.

When you lie under the covers in bed, suddenly your brain decides today to enjoy classic memories and then plays your black history.

Anyway, it seems like classic memories have been surfacing a lot lately, but it must be because there’s a lot in reality that triggers them.

I think this as I watch the Heavenly Demon, who is sitting with half-open eyes.

"What are you doing?"

So-O, who had stopped exercising, came around to me, avoiding the Heavenly Demon. From the way she’s shaking, it seems like I’m releasing some energy she can feel.

"Don’t know. Suddenly, it’s like this. Aren’t you going to exercise?"

I pointed to the yard, implying she should go and continue without worrying about it, but So-O shook her head.

"If the energy is disturbed like this, it could hurt or lead to a seizure."

Seizures. Is it when the energy flowing through the body gets tangled? I don’t understand, but since that’s what the people in this world say, I nod and look at the Heavenly Demon.

So-O clings tightly to my waist.

The pressure is starting to hurt the body. If I keep this up, I might end up injuring myself.

I need to reprimand her immediately.

I flicked So-O’s forehead with my finger.

"Don’t squeeze so hard. It hurts."

"Ah! Oh, sorry!"

She suddenly used formal speech? Since when could she do that?

She’ll come to her senses and follow us, I’m sure.

We sat on the eaves where we had been watching So-O earlier.

The Heavenly Demon turned me around, took off my outer clothes, and placed a hand on the spot where my heart is.

From the Heavenly Demon’s gaze, I can see Choseol’s back.

Her skin is pure white. Of course, Choseol is a descendant of Unjae, so this is expected.

Again, even from the Heavenly Demon’s gaze, the energy doesn’t seem to be there.

But traces are visible.

Just as you can infer from the sand or dirt being moved when the water flows in a river, I can sense something pushing into my back.

But it stopped immediately.

Really, it stopped immediately.

And then, the Heavenly Demon trembled. It doesn’t seem like there’s a problem with her body, but her back is sweaty, and she looks like she’s seen something unbelievable.

"Heavenly Demon?"

The Heavenly Demon slowly withdrew her hand from my back and looked down at her palm as if she couldn’t hear me. From her gaze, there doesn’t seem to be anything particularly strange.

Why is she doing this?

I turned around.

The Heavenly Demon’s face is pale.

"It’s cold."

With that, she curled her whole body up as if she couldn’t do anything because of the cold. And even though the surroundings feel warm, she shivers uncontrollably.

Her body is warm with sweat, but she feels cold.

Hmm.

She knows this well.

Ugh.

I grabbed the Heavenly Demon. It’s not really cold, but if I can offer a warm image at times like this, it should help a little.

It probably won’t keep getting colder like I do.

I took her and brought her into the kitchen, setting her in front of the fire.

Since she’s sweating so much, I took off some of her clothes, fetched water from the jar, and poured it into a bowl.

Even so, she’s still trembling, so I called for So-O.

"So-O! Can you come to the kitchen for a minute?"

"Huh? Yeah! I’ll come!"

I don’t know what she’s looking at on the pillar, but I brought her over and pointed at the Heavenly Demon.

"Oh, she’s naked!"

I only took off her top. What’s she calling naked? Her chest is quite big, but as a woman, why would she be so surprised?

Maybe it’s because her skin color is different.

No, now is not the time to be thinking about this.

"Go hug her. Quickly."

"Huh? Ugh... Okay."

So-O, who looked at me and the Heavenly Demon with a puzzled expression, walked over and hugged the Heavenly Demon. Her face is bright red. She must be embarrassed.

The Heavenly Demon will calm down with some human warmth.

The warmth in the light should still be there, so it’s probably not really cold.

After some time passed, the Heavenly Demon relaxed her body.

Even then, she reached out and held So-O, not letting go for a long while.

After some time, the Heavenly Demon stood up and looked at me.

"Within an endless void, there is a space where nothing exists, and the absence itself disappears. There is no harmony within it. No other exists for harmony. There is no chaos within it. There is no potential for chaos at all. What are you? Have you ever truly been human?"

Is she still out of her mind? Her speech is all over the place. I offered the Heavenly Demon a bowl of water.

"First, drink the water."

Water is the best for bringing someone back to their senses.