spring night

Chapter 24

In fact, I found out after a long time!Brother, you were just showing me ordinary pity at that time!I hate how pitiful you are to me. What I want is my brother's sincere and long-lasting love...

What's more, brother, you have been kind since you were a child. I remember that there used to be some dirty stray cats and stray dogs at the door of Hu's house. They eat and take care of them. Those cats and dogs regard my brother as their master. I think about it now. Brother, you saved me. Maybe it was because my father killed my mother. Do you think I am so young and pitiful? !Just saved me when I was young, and used it as a little toy to relieve boredom when I was bored...

It turns out that in your eyes, brother, I am just like those stray cats and dogs!And you think the most about me, that is, the toy brother you mocked when you were bored, but after that day, I really fell in love with my brother deeply. It was your appearance that day that gave me the goal of being a man, that is If you want to be by my brother's side, you want to have your brother. My brother's whistling is my wind...

After that day, I was released because of my brother's pleading, and then, like a dog beside you, I was still the dirtiest and most loyal dog, following my brother, looking at my brother loyally!

Brother, maybe you don’t know, I am very clinging to you like a dog. On the one hand, I like my brother. On the other hand, I know that only by following Brother Wu Xiao can I be safe, because no mother is willing to give birth to you The murderer in front of his son...

Brother, when you were learning English, I was sitting next to you. Although I couldn’t understand the content, I just felt that the English words you read were so pleasant. When you practiced marksmanship helplessly under the supervision of your father , I just stared blankly, brother, whether I’m eating or sleeping, I’m always by your side, like a little tail, brother, you don’t hate me, my little tail who always follows your ass/butt, I like to tease Tease me, touch my head, hug me, you always smile at me at that time, so beautiful, very warm, I am also very happy, because I think, at that time, you finally have the existence of my brother in your eyes Now, and I only have eyes for you—brother.

At that time, you were always protecting me when I was young. Although your mother was always looking for opportunities to kill me, no matter how many times I would be killed, brother, you always held my hand at critical moments. Protecting me with hands, I always look up to my brother, at that time my brother was like my powerful protector, and I was the little tail beside him...

Is it since then that my feelings for my brother have changed?I always look at my brother, from a young child to an ignorant teenager, I never knew that I was gay, nor did I like men, but the person I love happened to be my brother, and no one except my brother would make me like this—— Just looking at my brother makes my heart move, I really want to hug my brother tightly and never let go, brother maybe you don’t know, every time you take a bath, I always find excuses to help you rub your back, help you take Clothes, I just want to take a peek at my brother, the beautiful body, every time I get excited enough to get an erection, this really frightened me when I was still young, I thought it was I was sick, and later I realized that this is the true desire for the person I love the most in my heart...

I don't know how many times I got up early and stood guard at the door of my brother's room just to have breakfast and go to school with him...

In the afterglow of the sunset, the setting sun reflects on my face, I always like to leave early secretly, and then hide in the grove next to my brother’s class, just waiting for my brother to finish school, wanting to go home from school with him, I am always very scared, I was afraid that if I turned around, I wouldn't be able to find my brother.

The more I am afraid of losing precious things, the faster I lose them. In the season of blooming, I walked through the garden in the backyard, and I saw again, the place where my mother was killed, the blood of Shenren there has long since disappeared Exhausted, I stood among the flowers, closed my eyes, and listened to the breeze passing through the branches and leaves, the petals and stamens made a "rustling" sound, I picked the most beautiful flower in the garden, and wanted to give it to my favorite. Brother, when I turned around, I didn't see my brother at that time, because my brother had already started to hate me as a clingy brother, and gradually he didn't see me in his eyes...

My heart is only happy and sad for my brother.But brother, you are so dazzling like the brightest stars in the night!I know boys are going to grow up!My brother also has friends and a girl he likes. I also know that my brother likes the beautiful girl with long hair fluttering and a baby face. Why do I remember it so clearly, because in my brother's heart, that bitch is the one who is so charming!I still let her get drugged with my own hands, I don't want her to die so quickly, I want to torture this bitch slowly...

I remember that at that time, as long as my brother's friends came to look for my brother at home, I would often make trouble!Throw dead rats at them, secretly put a lot of salt in the tea cups that entertain them, or put a lot of cockroaches in their shoes, and scare them away one by one...

Once you had a white Samoyed dog that you really liked!Because I hate that you are often with it, I secretly took it to the wild and threw it away, so that it will never find my brother, let it monopolize your love...

I love my brother more and more so much that I can't extricate myself, I can't control myself, like a devil out of control, brother, and finally the female classmate who gave you the love letter was also secretly killed by someone, because I think there is only death Talent will not snatch you from me...

Originally thought that brother, you belonged to me alone, but because of my stubbornness and viciousness, my brother hated me more and more, and he didn't even want to talk to me anymore!

But brother, you don't know that I'm really jealous!Because I know brother, you will never be mine alone!So I want to drive away those sluts who are close to my brother, even if you hate me, brother, but I still love you, and I will go deeper and deeper every day... You have been integrated into my bone marrow, soul and life...

When I couldn't restrain the passionate and crazy love for my brother, I wanted to hug my brother tightly and say to my brother; "Brother, I love you! I don't want to be your brother!!! Please do My lover who breathes wind... But I know that I can't do this, the end of doing this must be a dead end, I can only bite my fingers tightly, even if all ten fingers are dripping with blood, I have to hold back , because you and I are so different, if I do this, brother, not only will you not accept me, but my brother’s parents will also kill me, such a humble me will never be able to have a brother like a prince! I I am not worthy to love my brother, so I want to get everything from the Hu family and Chenxing! Only then can I get my brother who is aloof...

In order to be worthy of my elder brother, I worked for my father like a dog, for Hujia and Chenxing, killing people and looting goods, or selling/drugs/smuggling/smuggling arms, I have done all kinds of evil things, I am ruthless, I have prestige in Morningstar...

My father also slowly saw my ability, he looked at me with admiration, and began to focus on training me. I knew very well that my father did not want his most beloved eldest son to go to the sinful muddy water of Morningstar. He trained me only for Help brother!

I was afraid that my father would see my crazy love for my brother, so I could only grit my teeth and suppress myself from loving my brother. In order to better train me, my father sent me to the mafia organization of Morning Star in Germany to be the young master. At this time, I began to have some influence and contacts of my own,

Because there are many people who are interested in Morning Star, the successor of Asia's largest gangster, I must obey my father's order and kill those ambitious people in order to protect my brother to get this position. Here, I killed all those careerists who wanted to rob my brother Chenxing's heir, and there was blood on my hands...

Therefore, my father is very satisfied with me, because at that time I was simply a killing machine, and I couldn’t see any human emotions at all. Of course he didn’t know that my only human emotions were transferred to you, brother. At that time, brother was me. The only goal in life, I hid my love and obsession for my brother well and deeply.

In this way, no one knows that my fatal weakness is my dearest brother, because I can be ruthless to everyone, I can kill people without changing my face, hack people, dismember corpses... But only my brother, I am willing I gave up my life for my brother, just in exchange for a little bit of humble love from my brother, so I am the most vicious Second Young Master in Chenxing...

After I have gained a firm foothold in Morningstar, many years have passed, and I have the most powerful force!I can kill anyone who stands in the way of loving my brother...

When I went back to my brother again and saw the brother I missed the most, I felt that you have become even more beautiful, and I can't control myself when I'm so beautiful.

And my obsession and passionate love for my brother for many years turned into a strong desire for monopoly. I put my brother under house arrest. I wish I could lock my brother Wu Xiao in the house forever. I want my brother to stay by my side and love me for the rest of my life!I will keep my brother locked up forever!Because my brother is my own, it is my own property...

As long as I find out that as long as my brother leaves half a step away, I will be in a state of confusion. As long as my brother says something to others, it will make me feel jealous and want to kill someone, and want to goug that person's eyes. Deep jealousy still drives me mad...

Back then, both my father and your mother found out that I had terrible thoughts about you, brother, but they were already old and incapable, because the entire Morning Star was already under my firm control, and they still tried their best to hold you, brother, They were secretly sent abroad and went to university in the United States under anonymity. They are really stupid. Even if they send my brother to the ends of the earth, I will find you, but in the United States, the most unbearable thing happened to me. There, my brother really fell in love with that bitch woman deeply. When I knew this, I went crazy, and I hurried to the United States. I watched my brother live with that bitch woman. You live in a room in Seattle. Very ordinary private apartment.

I see, my brother and that bitch are living together sweetly like a pair of the most ordinary young couples, you will hold her hand and go shopping together, go to the supermarket, and have a romantic candlelight with her in a beautiful restaurant Dinner date, you will kiss her under the autumn maple tree, you will hug this bitch and say you love her, and say you will marry her when you graduate, you will be responsible for that bitch and the child in her belly, Form a loving family with that bitch and the dead child in her belly, the three of you will live together forever...

I looked at it angrily, and I felt that this world was already dark, my heart was broken, and all the internal organs in my body were festered, that painful pain that pierced my heart.The pain made me want to cry, and my soul was about to die. I couldn't control myself anymore. I realized in despair that in my brother's world, I would always be the saddest outsider...