Small Lingzhi

Chapter 51 Junqian Will Kill You

The steam lingering in the hot spring made Lingzhi almost unable to open his eyes, and he tried again to loosen the fingers on his ankle.

The water-soaked fingertips were slippery and moist, Xiao Yan's skin temperature was usually cold, but now even the knuckles and fingertips were slightly red, and the palms were warm, as if infected by Lingzhi's touch.

Xiao Yan's eyes fell on Lingzhi's warm and lovely red fingers, her heart softened, she couldn't bear to embarrass Lingzhi again, so she slightly let go of her palm.

Lingzhi moved back a few steps.

Xiao Yan's gaze was still on the young man's fingers, and he couldn't figure out why Ling Zhi's fingers soaked in hot springs were especially cute.

He looked down at his fingers, they were well-knit, long and strong, but they looked stupid when their fingertips were red.

Lingzhi followed Xiao Yan's line of sight, and also looked at the opponent's hand.

He didn't leave immediately, but was waiting for Xiao Yan to speak.

Lingzhi didn't think about it at all at first, he simply thought that Lan Wenxuan and the old doctor with white beard just moved.

But Lan Wenxuan is gentle and polite, and will prepare carefully before acting.

The timing of their departure was so coincidental and hasty that they didn't even say goodbye to anyone. They said they were moving, but it was more like they disappeared half of the village out of thin air.

Lingzhi firmly believes that if Lan Wenxuan wants to leave, he will say goodbye to him.

And Xiao Yan's methods are powerful, ruthless and cold-blooded, Xiao Yan can kill animals in the mountains, thinking of those corpses lying on the ground, Lingzhi suppressed her trembling and fear.

In Xiao Yan's eyes, human life is probably as insignificant as those animals, and killing is killing.

At this moment, he asked out the doubt that was suppressed in his heart.

Xiao Yan slowly walked up the jade steps from the underwater of the hot spring.

"In your heart, I've always been a villain, right?"

Lingzhi couldn't help but back away again, the corners of her lips pursed tightly.

The man slightly bent the corners of his lips, his tone was cold, and he nodded and said, "You are right in thinking so, I have had more blood on my hands than you think, not even infants, children, women, children, old and weak Let go."

Lingzhi's face was turned away, like a young animal shrinking in front of a powerful beast, Xiao Yan smiled like a banished fairy, but acted like a Shura.

Xiao Yan does not deny these things, he is not a good person, even his neutral position is not considered, in order to achieve the interests of his own position, Xiao Yan has done many things and stained a lot of blood.

Lingzhi's heart became cold bit by bit, he avoided Xiao Yan's smiling eyebrows, the heavy oppression made him breathless, his whole body was wet and cold, and he turned around to leave.

Xiao Yan said slowly: "But I didn't let anyone touch them, do you believe it?"

Lingzhi turned her head, Hei Lingling's eyes were as bright as stars, stained with moist light, and her face was confused.

Xiao Yan lowered her eyes and fixedly met Lingzhi's eyes.

"It's easy for me to kill a person, but sitting in such a powerful position, not all things can be achieved through one method."

Xiao Yan looked cold: "I can easily kill him, or I can make him live forever without making a sound."

Lingzhi's lips moved: "...what did you do to them?"

Xiao Yan smiled: "Just let someone take them to a safe place."

The reason why Xiao Yan took the pair of master and student away was very simple, it was to prevent them from revealing his whereabouts.

It should have been possible to directly kill people to silence them, or let the dark guards cut off their tongues, cut off the meridians of their hands and feet, so that they will never make a sound.

But at that time Xiao Yan suddenly remembered Lingzhi. He sent Lingzhi down the mountain. out of place.

Now that Xiao Yan has returned to Yandu, he doesn't care where they go.

Xiao Yan walked up to Lingzhi, and said in a low voice: "I sent you down the mountain that day, and I changed my mind temporarily. I should have killed them, or sent the dark guards to pull out their tongues, break their tendons and tendons, As a result, their mouths cannot speak and their hands cannot write."

Lingzhi looked horrified, Xiao Yan said: "I'm honest with you, what I did was indeed cruel, from the beginning to the present, I have been such a person."

He observed Lingzhi's expression slightly, and said again: "Although I never hesitate to take someone's life, I did not order anyone to kill them that time."

"Lan Wenxuan and the doctor are not dead, can you trust me?"

Water drops fell on the tip of Lingzhi's hair, Xiao Yan wanted to reach out to wipe it off for him, but Lingzhi avoided it.

The cotton towel wrapped around his body barely reached Lingzhi's legs, and his slender and straight calves were covered with water drops. In the middle of the summer night, his hands and feet were wrapped in the cotton towel, and he shivered more and more from the cold.

Lingzhi can believe that Xiao Yan didn't kill Lan Wenxuan and the old doctor with a white beard, but...but there is still one problem left.

He blinked his eyelashes to get rid of the wet mist in his pupils.

Lingzhi asked very lightly: "Is there another question left?"

Will he kill him?

Xiao Yan stood in front of Lingzhi, looking at the young man's powerless and drooping hair.

Lingzhi whispered: "Don't lie to me..."

Before Xiao Yan could make a sound, Lingzhi shook her head hastily: "Forget it, forget it, don't say it, don't say it..."

The young man's pale face was holding back a bit of sadness, he actually tried to use human nature to measure the choice he wanted, the answer... the answer actually already existed in his heart.

He didn't want to break the beauty he had been attached to.

He didn't want to hear it.

Lingzhi's legs stepped on the jade stone moved slightly, trying to escape, but Xiao Yan stepped half a foot away to block him.

What happened on the day of their marriage has become a knot in Lingzhi's heart, and he has never forgotten it until now, and he can't let go of that "Xiao Junqian".

At this moment, Xiao Yan wanted Lingzhi to let go.

Xiao Yan said in a low voice: "If the former Junqian had given him another chance to get rid of the poison, he would still choose to do that."

The Xiao Yan wearing Xiao Junqian's mask does whatever it takes to achieve his goals. He does have some liking for Lingzhi, but this liking always has a limit.

He has reservations about Lingzhi, and he puts his mind first. This liking may make Xiao Junqian feel pity, but it cannot shake his determination.

Xiao Junqian is the most gentle, but also the most unscrupulous to achieve his goals.

Xiao Yan stared at Lingzhi's clenched fingers, the pink on the fingertips faded away, leaving them pale.

Even he himself was blindly stuck in the cognition of "Xiao Junqian" for a long time, thinking that if he was Xiao Junqian, Lingzhi would see him.

But no matter how gentle Xiao Junqian was, he always had a calculating heart towards Lingzhi, how could Lingzhi accept him again?

……

……

Lingzhi trembled, her throat was sour, and something seemed to spread from her eyes.

He nodded, his voice was hoarse, and he slowly squeezed out a sentence: "Mmm..."

Just like he knew that his life would be in danger after taking his blood, but if he was asked to experience it again, he would still choose to fulfill Jun Qian's wish.

At the same time put an end to a stubbornness in my heart.

So Lingzhi is attached to him, but if he is facing that gentle "Junqian", he will not recognize him again, let alone accept it.

The short time between him and Xiao Junqian, but the joyful and gentle friendship has been cleared up.

The other party saved him once, and he returned the other party once.

Xiao Yan stretched out her arms and made a gesture of Xuhuan, worried that Ling Ling's body, which was as thin as a leaf, would slip and fall.

He said hoarsely: "If I am now, give me another chance, I will not do that."

He wanted to give Lingzhi too many things, and his heart ached because the things Lingzhi was afraid of had no value in existence, together with everything about Wuqing Mountain that he was nostalgic for.

This includes Xiao Junqian.

So Xiao Junqian followed everything on Wuqing Mountain, and it was time to disappear.

Xiao Yan stabilized her figure, and the nerves in her brain began to tear apart chaotically.

In fact, Xiao Yan is no longer willing to blindly be that Xiao Junqian, that gentle mask doesn't know what love is, let alone be like him, just thinking about Lingzhi...

Lingzhi forbears the expression of fear, Lingzhi's trembling thin body, everything that makes Lingzhi feel pain, he wishes he could replace it with himself.

Xiao Yan gently grasped Lingzhi's slender wrist: "Forget him, forget the days when he was with Wuqingshan."

He begged Lingzhi to look up at himself.

"I'm Xiao Yan, please remember me from now on, okay?"

"Xiao Yan's life and everything about Xiao Yan are up to you to take."

"Xiao Yan may not be a good person, but he won't count on you again in the future."

When the voice fell, Xiao Yan's complicated thoughts caused by her immaturity suddenly became clear.

He slightly lifted the soaked clothes, revealing that the heart had faded, but he could still see the criss-crossing scars all over it.

Xiao Yan held Lingzhi's fingertips and pressed them to her heart, which was warm and beating rapidly.

He smiled slightly: "This place dances very violently because I think of you."

Xiao Yan could admit to Lingzhi without hesitation, he said: "I am pleased with you, love you, and want to keep you by my side to take care of you."

The handsome and clear face was actually a little red at this time, and the earlobes were warm and warm, so they probably turned red too.

Xiao Yan said: "If you have any complaints, just stab them in with a knife at any time to settle it. But I am worried that my life is not hard enough, and I want to let you cut it as long as possible. I am afraid of death now, and I am afraid that someday When raising Ganoderma lucidum and need heart blood to feed, I am already dead, what should I do if no one can take heart blood for feeding you.”

Xiao Yan clenched Lingzhi's fingertips tightly, and pressed hard on her heart, as if she wanted to put the whole heart into Lingzhi's palm, and let him play with it.

"Don't be afraid, I didn't have an experience last time. If you don't dare to do it, you just pick up the tip of the knife and let me stab it in with force."

Xiao Yan taught Lingzhi how to take his life with a normal expression, just like a wild beast leaving its belly to someone he is willing to reveal.

He was focused and cautious, and his deep eyes clearly reflected two small figures. He was extremely devout, and he confided to Lingzhi the way to kill himself.

Lingzhi withdrew her fingertips that were numb from Xiao Yan's heartbeat.

Xiao Yan's smile is gentle and sinister, and his selfishness towards Lingzhi has two sides.

Wanting to give everything about herself to Lingzhi, being gentle yet tolerant, but also giving herself to him, is sinister and selfish.

He wants to give Lingzhi a lot, but it's a pity that Lingzhi fears and avoids him, it's just his wishful thinking.

The man's deep and hoarse voice was like the last aftertaste of a guqin.

"It's cool at night, I'll take you back first."

Lingzhi woke up like a dream, and quickly pulled out the fingers that were tightly held by Xiao Yan.

Xiao Yan followed him, looking at the body wrapped under the cotton towel, and wanted to hug Lingzhi a little tighter.

After walking out of the hot spring pavilion, Xiao Yan refused to let Lingzhi leave again.

The boy was not wearing shoes and socks, so he hugged him up first.

"There are stones on the ground, which will hurt the skin."

Xiao Yan seemed to be hugging a stiff and soft piece of wood, he bent his face, stared at Lingzhi's staggered eyes, and said, "If you don't want to hug, I'll change my position."

The gesture of hugging is intimate, Lingzhi's hands are unwilling to wrap around him.

Soon, Xiao Yan picked up Lingzhi again.

Lingzhi is always like a slender and soft piece of wood that is stretched tight and stiff.

Back at the Jingsiyuan, Xiao Yan asked the little servant to fetch a basin of water.

He bent his knees and squatted on the ground, put Lingzhi's feet on the small stool, wet the towel with water and wiped him carefully and patiently.

In the end, Xiao Yan didn't even have time to wipe off the water drops on Lingzhi's soles, Lingzhi shrank her two legs into the bedding.

Xiao Yan's hands were empty, and he regretted that he moved too fast: "Go to sleep well, I... won't stay here to disturb you."

……

Lingzhi naturally didn't talk to him, let alone look up at him.

Xiao Yan who walked outside the door turned her head.

Under the moonlight, his half-wet clothes clung to his slender and straight body, and the slightly dripping black hair stuck to his back and couldn't float up. It lacked the scent of being a fairy in the past, but it was a bit embarrassing and real.

He smiled: "Lingzhi, remember me, I am Xiao Yan."

The author says:

No more updates today, let’s take a look at the next stage of transition.

That's roughly what it means.

Xiao Yan in Xiao Junqian's period was gentle to Lingzhi, but he was wearing a mask and calculated with his heart, so he was gentle and cruel.

Xiao Yan, who began to awaken during this period, took the initiative to break the behavior fantasy he had always wanted to continue, and wanted Lingzhi to admit that he and "Xiao Junqian" were alone, broke the nostalgia in Lingzhi's heart, and shattered the past. good.

Although Lingzhi didn't like him as Xiao Yan, he still broke all these.

Xiao Yan is a "two-faced person"

This chapter completes the point of the second stage of emotion.

Then Xiao Yan said it himself, it has nothing to do with good or bad, right or wrong, he only does things from his own standpoint, and he is black in the eyes of many people.

I don't look for reasons to whitewash him, I will keep writing down ==. .

Maybe there will be a third Xiao Yan in the future, emm may be written later in the infinite evolution, maybe he will always have a "black".

thank you all!

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Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottles of TAEKOOK;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!