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Chapter 1146 Any recommendations?
Chapter 1146 Any recommendations?
Minatozaki Sana's tone and attitude suddenly changed. She used sharp words and a slightly sarcastic tone in her shrill voice, which instantly made the atmosphere around them become a little solemn.
Honestly speaking, after knowing her for such a long time, Chi Jingyuan has never seen Minatozaki Sana lose her temper. She usually looks enthusiastic, lively and extremely outgoing, as if she will never get angry.
But although she did not look angry at this moment and just looked at him calmly, Chi Jingyuan could easily sense the resentment in her heart.
"...I don't know what happened between Oppa and Mina-chan that day, and I don't know what you said, but Mina-chan has changed since then. Sometimes she can't control her emotions. She can cry while eating or even recording a show."
Without waiting for Chi Jingyuan to speak, Minatozaki Sana continued speaking without pause, her voice rising slightly, her heart was obviously very uneasy, and her tone was very hurried, as if these words had been brewing in her chest for a long time: "She used to be such a cute and elegant girl, but now she seems to have been shattered into countless pieces, which makes people feel very distressed. I am really worried about her."
"Oppa..."
Minatozaki Sana looked directly at Chi Jingyuan, her voice lowered and her tone faster, with some questioning in her voice, she asked softly: "Even if we break up...can't we just talk about it nicely?"
"Even if we can't get back together, can't you just say a few words of comfort? It's been such a long time and you don't even want to send her a phone call or a text message... Oppa, do you know how much Mina-chan likes you?"
These words have been in Sanasaki's mind for a long time, and she has been holding them in for a long time.
When she first learned that Ming Jingnan and Fan Chi Jingyuan had broken up, she actually felt a secret joy in her heart... because although she had never expressed it, she knew very well that she had extraordinary feelings for Chi Jingyuan.
Moreover, this kind of emotion has existed for a very long time and is very strong, but it has never been expressed due to the existence of Mingjing Nan... And now that Mingjing Nan has broken up with him, it also means that his chance has come.
However, this secret joy and strange feeling did not last long. It was soon drowned out by Ming Jingnan's broken look after the breakup, and Chi Jingyuan's ruthless and scumbag behavior.
As a member of the same group and a good friend, Minatozaki Sana knows best how Naito Minami feels for Chi Jingyuan, and knows how much she has given to him... At the same time, she also knows best the hurt she suffered after the breakup.
The girl who was so nice and loved you so much, actually broke up with you just like that? Or was it your fault...
The love that had existed in her heart for a long time came into fierce conflict with the heartache, empathy and hidden anger, making her psychology extremely contradictory.
This contradiction and complexity even overshadowed his good impression of Chi Jingyuan, and he even felt a little sad for the other party.
...Even if Ming Jingnan is so outstanding, and this kind of sacrifice is so miserable, even if it were me, would I have the same ending?
This kind of psychological emotion couldn't help but brew in her heart. After witnessing all these things with her own eyes, Sana Minatozaki's impression of Jingyuan Chi even became a little worse.
Although she had never told anyone and had kept it secret, Minatozaki Sana was very clear about her previous feelings for Chi Jingyuan, and she also knew that she had felt jealous and had impulses to commit immorality many times.
But she believes that she is not as love-brained as Ming Jingnan. She will not fall in love with someone wholeheartedly and lose herself like Ming Jingnan after being saved by a hero once.
Isn’t it just being saved... once?
She won’t!
In the past few days, because of the breakup of my best friend, I have accumulated a lot of emotions. Today, I suddenly met Chi Jingyuan, and I finally said it in front of him, what I had been holding back in my heart for a long time.
Minatozaki Sana really wanted to hear how this oppa would answer.
"..."
Feeling the questioning and anger of the girl opposite him, Chi Jingyuan loosened his mouth from the straw he was biting, slowly pursed his lips, paused for a moment, and spoke softly, but did not reply to her. Instead, he asked a strange question: "Sana, have you ever been in love?"
"?"
Minatozaki Sana, who was staring at Chi Jingyuan with sharp eyes, wanted to see how this oppa would react after being scolded by her. When she heard his sudden question, she was stunned for a moment, as if she didn't react. After a few seconds, she hesitated and replied vaguely: "Um...yeah."
"I think so too."
Chi Jingyuan looked certain, and then asked, "Why did you break up with your boyfriend before? Was he not good to you... or were you not good to him?"
"..."
Minatozaki Sana seemed to be stumped by the question. She opened her mouth but didn't say anything... She didn't want to say this to Chi Jingyuan, and she somewhat understood what the other party meant.
"You asked me why I could call out Xiaonan's name so easily..."
Chi Jingyuan stirred the straw and shrugged: "The answer is simple, because I have called it countless times, of course it is easy to call it out, without thinking at all."
"But if you ask me if I know I hurt her, or if I feel guilty about her... I won't deny it. I'm not blind. I can see how good Xiaonan is to me. Besides, I should know this better than you."
"then you……"
For some reason, Minatozaki Sana felt a little surprised and shocked because Chi Jingyuan spoke in a very calm tone.
At the same time, there was a hint of anger in my heart, also because his tone was so calm.
“I’ve been in a lot of relationships.”
Just as Minatozaki Sana opened her mouth, she was interrupted by Chi Jingyuan. He looked up with some boredom, glanced at Hirai Momo, and said to himself: "There are really a lot, formal, casual, and the longer ones, I can't even remember them all."
"But do you know who I've been with the longest among all the relationships I've had?" Chi Jingyuan asked casually.
"not……"
Minatozaki Sana was very smart and reacted immediately. After hesitating for a moment, she spoke tentatively.
"Yes, it's Xiaonan."
Chi Jingyuan tilted his head, then lowered his head and bit the straw to drink two sips of juice: "From last year's fireworks festival to last month, it has been eight months. It is the longest relationship of all my relationships... I didn't expect that we could be together for so long this time. I thought at the time... Ha, forget it."
Having said that, Chi Jingyuan smiled, but did not finish the rest of the words.
Because he was a little impulsive when he first confirmed the relationship. Later, after he calmed down, he felt that he was influenced by the other party's initiative, the atmosphere at the time, and the long-standing second-year fantasy in his heart, so he thought this relationship would not last too long.
I didn't expect that it has been almost a year. I don't know if he has restrained himself or if the two of us are too compatible.
"You asked me why I didn't call or send a text message to comfort you during this period..."
At this point, Chi Jingyuan paused for a moment, as if a little embarrassed, and said self-deprecatingly: "To be honest, when I broke up with my girlfriend before, it was just like you said, we talked it out nicely... Most of the time, we parted ways amicably. Even after the breakup, we could still meet and get along naturally. It sounds a bit cocky to say this, but I've actually always been quite proud of it."
“But this time, it’s a little different.”
Chi Jingyuan retracted his gaze and looked at Minatozaki Sana, his deep eyes met hers, and he spoke in a calm tone with some heavy words: "Now I don't want to meet Xiaonan... because I'm worried that I don't know how to say it... or how to face her."
"..."
Minatozaki Sana's heart was suddenly shaken. It was the first time she had such an in-depth discussion with Chi Jingyuan, and the first time she heard him talk so much about feelings. The anger in her heart was somewhat relieved, but she still mustered her momentum: "So, Oppa, are you still like this?"
"I've said this to Xiaonan as well... There aren't so many reasons why when it comes to love."
Chi Jingyuan drank the last bit of juice, took two sips, and when he found that there was no more, he frowned, seeming a little dissatisfied.
At the same time, he said it casually, as if he was just talking about something very ordinary: "When you realize that it is not suitable, and when you know that it is a burden to yourself and the other person, the short-term pain is the wisest choice."
Looking quietly into Chi Jingyuan's eyes, Minatozaki Sana suddenly felt that the Oppa in front of her was very strange.
Before, she had felt his closeness, his enthusiasm, his help in various ways, including writing songs, some proactive provision of resources, and meticulous support in all aspects, all of which she had felt up close by being next to Mingjing Nan.
But has all this beauty now turned into just a short pain?
It is really difficult to resonate with Chi Jingyuan in terms of emotional views, and coupled with Chi Jingyuan's deliberately indifferent attitude... Minatozaki Sana suddenly felt a little cold in her heart.
"and……"
At this moment, Chi Jingyuan, who had been fiddling with it for a long time but failed to produce any extra juice, suddenly raised his eyes, looked at Minatozaki Sana with a playful look, and asked with a slight smile: "Sana... didn't I also take your opinion into consideration?"
"!"
Chi Jingyuan's words directly changed Minatozaki Sana's expression. She immediately widened her eyes and wanted to angrily refute something.
He knew that Chi Jingyuan was talking about the last time they chatted in the gym and Chi Jingyuan asked for her opinion.
But she remembered very clearly that after a period of hesitation and psychological struggle, she clearly said that she hoped he would reconsider it, and finally emphasized that she hoped they would not break up.
She said it clearly, how could this person just frame her...
Wait...my hesitation and struggle.
And the first few vague hints...
Did he see something?
Minatozaki Sana suddenly reacted and looked at Chi Jingyuan with horror. The angry question that was about to come out of her mouth was firmly locked.
"hehe."
Chi Jingyuan half-closed his eyes and smiled slightly at Minatozaki Sana, whose expression was a little out of control.
Of course he knew it was his own fault, and he also knew that he had been too harsh on Ming Jingnan in this relationship... But even though he knew it, it was his own business, and he would not allow these little girls to stand on the side of light and justice and torture him aggressively.
That's about all I have to say. I have made my thoughts very clear. If some of these words are conveyed back through Minatozaki Sana, it should make Minami Naoi feel better. As for the rest, there is no need to say more.
Chi Jingyuan stood up, took a look at Minatozaki Sana's curled up and somewhat stiff calves, and took the initiative to say goodbye: "Then I'll go first... Sana, are you guys coming back on the 15th? Although it's a bit unpleasant, I will support you."
"Come on, Fighgting!"
After saying that, Chi Jingyuan turned around and prepared to leave, but just as he took a step, he was stopped by Minatozaki Sana.
"Oppa!"
Minatozaki Sana also stood up, with an unprecedented seriousness on her face.
In the past, she always smiled when facing Chi Jingyuan.
"You...really went too far." Minatozaki Sana looked into Chi Jingyuan's eyes. The panic and uneasiness in her heart that had just been seen through had been forcibly suppressed by her. Facing Chi Jingyuan at this moment, all her emotions condensed together, and she spoke word by word.
"..."
Chi Jingyuan did not avoid her gaze, and stared at her quietly. After a few seconds, he suddenly spoke, but did not reply to her. Instead, he seemed to remember something: "By the way!"
"We're going to Neon tomorrow. Our first stop will be Osaka, which seems to be your hometown, Sana."
He smiled and looked at Minatozaki Sana, and asked casually:
“Any recommendations for local specialties or places to visit?”
…………
Chi Jingyuan parked the car in the middle of the alley. After a while, a figure wearing a mask ran over quickly, opened the car door and sat in the driver's seat.
A unique smell came over me, a unique smell that was a mixture of the rich fragrance of shower gel and the sweet vitality of a young girl.
"Why are you calling me so late?"
Although the vitality and fragrance next to them made the carriage somewhat brighter, Chi Jingyuan leaned back in his chair, looked lazily at Zhou Ziyu who came in, and asked unhappily.
The question that I just asked Minatozaki Sana didn't receive an answer. I only got an indignant roll of the eyes, a slight ripple of wind from the swinging of her ponytail, and the back of a person walking away barefoot.
After finishing the gym, Chi Jingyuan felt a little sleepy. He was going to go home and pack up before going to bed, as he had to get up early the next morning to catch a flight. But just after coming out of the gym, he received a call from Zhou Ziyu, asking him if he was free and saying that she wanted to meet him.
He pushed her a few times impatiently, but the girl was stubborn and refused to be pushed away. Chi Jingyuan had no choice but to drive to Twice's dormitory. While yawning, he complained in his heart that this black girl was really crazy. She didn't tell him earlier if she had anything to say. She was about to leave and asked him to come out in the middle of the night.
"What were you doing just now?"
After Zhou Ziyu sat down, she took off her mask, brushed her still wet hair, and asked crisply. Her cute short face without any makeup looked particularly vivid under the light, and her big eyes were bright. Her chubby cheeks made people want to pinch them.
"None of your business? If you have something to say, just say it."
But facing this little beauty, the goddess in the hearts of many ONCEs, Ji Jingyuan didn't care at all and went straight to her. After saying that, he couldn't help but yawned: "Ah..."
"Humph."
This attitude was really unsatisfactory. Zhou Ziyu wrinkled her nose and snorted, but she seemed to have gotten used to it and didn't care. Instead, she carefully took out a wrapped small box from her arms:
"Here, give me your gift."
"You won't be in Seoul on your birthday on the 13th, so I'm giving it to you in advance." She handed it to me, and at the same time, her little butt moved a little towards me.
"A gift? Can't you give it earlier? Do you have to wait until the last day?"
After all this time, it turned out to be a birthday present... But after knowing Zhou Ziyu's purpose, Chi Jingyuan's mood became a little better. He took the box and prepared to open it: "Let me see what's in it?"
"Don't look!"
But before he could do anything, Zhou Ziyu's hand suddenly reached out and pressed on his hand, staring at him and emphasizing: "Wait until your birthday to see it!"
"Neuropathy."
"A kid, why are you doing this?"
(End of this chapter)