Heart Medicine

Chapter 9

Seeing Song Liusheng's expression froze suddenly, You Jingxing added: "Haha, don't think too much, Xiao Nan is my cousin, the ballet dancer cousin I mentioned to you before, do you still have any impression?"

Hearing this, Song Liusheng came back to his senses, and the heart that had been hanging up just now calmly fell down: "Well, she cares so much about you, you should have a good relationship."

You Jingxing smiled embarrassingly: "Xiao Nan has been clinging to me since she was a child. She used to follow me wherever I went, a little follower. Now that she has grown up a little, she finally understands that girls should be reserved and behaved. Quite a few."

Talking about his cousin, You Jingxing started talking, and then he told Song Liusheng some interesting things about his cousin, and also blew himself up about the embarrassing things he did when he was a child.

He gestured with his hands while talking, Song Liusheng listened carefully, nodding his head to respond to him from time to time, and a faint smile slowly appeared on his lips.

Unknowingly, You Jingxing was willing to talk with him on more and more topics, and it became wider, and he didn't shy away from talking about his friends and family.

Song Liusheng thought that after seven years, he might like You Jingxing in his long-term memory, adding a layer of beautiful longing and fantasy, and time will change a lot, and he will gradually let go of his attachment to You Jingxing.

After getting in touch with him now, Song Liusheng understands You Jingxing better, but the more he understands, the more he can't let go and has more greed.

Right now in front of him, the smiling You Jingxing was more real and warm than the one in Song Liusheng's memory, and it moved his heart.

"Song Liusheng, you can also come to my birthday party, okay?" You Jingxing extended an invitation to Song Liusheng.

"..." Song Liusheng hesitated and did not reply immediately.

You Jingxing must have invited other people, and Song Liusheng was not familiar with those relatives and friends of his, so it would be embarrassing if he went.

However, Song Liusheng really wanted to give away the gift he had prepared long ago.

You Jingxing understood Song Liusheng's concerns, and said again: "It doesn't matter, it doesn't take a whole day, you just come over for dinner at night, and the people I met that day were all friends, and the men would drink and chat casually, and they would soon get acquainted."

Song Liusheng was still silent, and he was struggling in his heart. Many people gathered for dinner and parties. Every time such a lively scene, he was the most difficult to deal with, and he was always the one who tended to be cold.

"Liu Sheng, we are also classmates in high school, and now we are destined to join the same company again..." You Jingxing said, putting his hand on his shoulder and patted him, "I really regard you as a friend! You Just give me a face, give me some face, okay?"

Song Liusheng's heart trembled, and he finally agreed.

You Jingxing can't remember what it was like when he met Song Liusheng for the first time, and he has almost no impression of what happened in high school, but Song Liusheng always remembers, even the details of some things are clearly remembered.

Before entering high school, Song Liusheng lost his mother, and his personality became more introverted, inferior and sensitive. He longed for friends, but he was unwilling to open his heart, afraid of facing their scrutiny.

When Song Liusheng first noticed You Jingxing, one morning when he was about to do exercises, You Jingxing kindly reminded him: "Student, your shoelaces are untied."

Although they are in the same class, there are too few opportunities for the two to get in touch and interact.Song Liusheng was always secretly observing You Jingxing, the way he tied his shoelaces, the movement of winding his earphones, the way he turned his pen, etc. Song Liusheng was always quietly learning and imitating, he thought that one day, would You Jingxing Will you notice classmates who have similar habits to him?

During the lunch break in summer, the school stipulates that every class should arrange students to take a nap. The sound of Song Liu lying on the table will secretly open a slit at this time, and he especially likes to look at You Jingxing who is sitting obliquely behind him.

You Jingxing's sleeping face is a little different from his usual handsome and sunny appearance, with a bit of a naive look, silly, and very cute to look at.

Later, Song Liusheng started to learn to play basketball for You Jingxing. With his bean sprout-like figure and slow reaction, he was always ridiculed by other boys. After three years, Song Liusheng finally got the chance to play with You Jingxing on the court.

On the basketball court in the evening, You Jingxing patted Song Liusheng on the shoulder and gave him a thumbs up with a smile. Song Liusheng suffered from insomnia that night, his heart was pounding, and he rolled on the bed several times with a blushing face.

That was also the happiest thing for Song Liusheng during the three years of high school.

There is another important thing that You Jingxing didn't know, he once "saved" Song Liusheng unintentionally. To Song Liusheng, You Jingxing was also his benefactor, a lifesaver.

In the first year of high school, You Jingxing was originally on duty on Tuesday, but because of an urgent matter that night, he called other classmates to help, and the two exchanged, so on Thursday night, it was his turn to be on duty with Song Liusheng The day was born.

There are other students cleaning in the classroom, and they are responsible for the doors, windows and corridors outside the classroom. When You Jingxing was mopping the corridor, Song Liusheng went to take out the garbage, but halfway, they were blocked by five or six boys from the third grade.

At this time, the students had already finished school, and there was no one in the toilet. They forced Song Liusheng to the back corner of the men's room, and several people surrounded him like an impenetrable wall. Song Liusheng couldn't escape at all.

Song Liusheng's complexion is much paler than that of ordinary boys. In addition, he looks thin and slender, and he doesn't fit in. He always walks alone. He has long been targeted by these people who don't learn well and have bad intentions.

They slapped Song Liusheng, punched and kicked him, and then struggled despite Song Liusheng's refusal, and found that he was wearing women's underwear, and the underwear was also pink.

"Damn! It's really disgusting!"

"I'll go, this guy is a woman, right? No wonder I usually look like a girl!

"Hahaha, does he like men?"

These boys kept mocking Song Liusheng, they were not really homosexual, they were purely malicious and liked to bully others.

Song Liusheng, who was kneeling on the ground, trembled all over, crying and shaking his head, when You Jingxing's voice suddenly came: "Song Liusheng."

"Song Liusheng, are you there? Song Liusheng!"

They were on duty together before, but after a long time, they didn't see Song Liusheng. You Jingxing was puzzled and worried, and now he called his name and looked around.

Seeing that someone came suddenly, these boys who did bad things immediately felt guilty and panicked, and quickly slipped away, and Song Liusheng escaped unharmed.

He didn't want You Jingxing to see him like this at all, so he hid himself and said "thank you" to You Jingxing countless times in his heart.

You Jingxing's birthday is July [-]th, Cancer, O blood type, and like him, both belong to the sheep. Song Liusheng has already remembered these personal information about You Jingxing in his heart.

Song Liusheng has prepared gifts for You Jingxing for many years. Every year on You Jingxing's birthday, Song Liusheng will habitually buy gifts.

There are clothes, shoes, ties, belts, watches, earphones, keyboards, keychains, etc. Song Liusheng also bought basketballs, a cute strawberry-shaped pillow, and he himself embroidered a strawberry pattern on a handkerchief, intending to give it to You Jingxing.

Although these things are not worth much, they are more practical and full of Song Liusheng's wishes.

From school to graduation work, Song Liusheng is getting more and more busy, and he doesn't even remember his own birthday, but he always remembers You Jingxing's birthday.The passwords of some of his social and entertainment platforms are also unconsciously set with Youjingxing's birthday number.

Over time, is this a longing for belief, or paranoia?So many complicated emotions were mixed together that Song Liusheng couldn't tell the difference.

This year, the gift Song Liusheng had prepared finally had a chance to be given away.In fact, he really wanted to give all of them to You Jingxing, but there were too many things, and Song Liusheng didn't want to be so exaggerated, so he picked two things. This time he also brought the strawberry walnut cake he made himself.

In the evening, Song Liusheng arrived at the agreed hotel.

As soon as he entered the box, You Jingxing came forward to greet him with a smile, and also beckoned him to sit down: "Come on, come on, sit down quickly, eat more tonight."

Song Liusheng nodded, and handed the gift and cake to You Jingxing.

You Jingxing took it, and the smile in his eyes deepened: "Thank you! You also brought several gifts, I'm really curious what's inside?"

"You...you will see later."

Seeing his shy face, You Jingxing said with a smile, "Well, I'll take it apart slowly when I go home at night."

"Brother You, is he the high school classmate you mentioned to us just now?" At this moment, another voice sounded, a tall man wearing glasses asked with a smile.

"Yeah, today I take this opportunity to introduce you officially. This is Song Liusheng." You Jingxing patted Song Liusheng, and introduced to other friends in the box, "In the future, we may hang out together often. no strangers."

"Hahaha, Brother Song! You and Brother You are really destined."

"That's right, you two used to be classmates in high school, and now you are colleagues and friends. There is a lot of fate!"

The friends at the dinner table are fat and thin, and have their own characteristics. Now they are engaged in different professions. They are warm-hearted people like You Jingxing. Although they don’t know Song Liusheng, they are all enthusiastic.And some people are self-sufficient, no matter men, women, old or young, they can chat with anyone, which is especially suitable for dealing with people.

Among them was a fat brother with a round face, who happened to be sitting next to Song Liusheng, and took the initiative to lean over and said, "You and Jing Xing are both younger than me, so I'll call you 'Liusheng', is that okay?"

Song Liusheng nodded, he was a little nervous, and his fingers were slightly moved together.

"Liu Sheng, since you and Jing Xing are high school classmates, you must have some common youth memories. Tell us quickly, did Jing Xing make any mistakes when he was in high school? He wrote a self-criticism. Ha ha."

"No, he has won many times as a three-good student. The teachers all like him, and he is very popular among his classmates."

Hearing Song Liusheng's serious answer, the fat brother was slightly taken aback, and then smiled: "Stop praising this kid, you don't have to give him too much face in front of us."

Another person responded immediately: "Haha, that's right! What about you, Brother Song? What do you usually like to do? Do you have a girlfriend?"

They were all curious about Song Liusheng and asked around him, but every time Song Liusheng responded lukewarmly, with a simple "yes" or "no", which was very low-key and dull. After a while, they stopped asking. , changed the topic one after another.

The waiters had already started serving food. Song Liusheng noticed that the seat next to You Jing Xing had been empty and no one sat there. The other friends smiled and explained: "This is reserved for my sister-in-law!"

"That's right! Our most beautiful sister-in-law Yizhi hasn't arrived yet."

"I don't know what surprise my sister-in-law will bring tonight? Hahaha!"

You Jingxing couldn't stand their ridicule, and shook his head: "What's 'sister-in-law', don't talk nonsense, Yizhi and I are just friends."

"Don't play dumb! Jing Xing, aren't you and Yizhi both single? It's just a matter of friends developing further, anyway, it will be a matter of time."

"Hahaha, that's right, Brother You, don't be shy!"

"Sister Yizhi is very dedicated. It has been several years since she was a freshman, and she has never dated any other man. Jing Xing, please don't let her down!"

You Jingxing smiled wryly, he couldn't speak against them at all, and later he didn't bother to refute and defend.

But at this time, Song Liusheng, who was sitting near the door, was several places away from You Jingxing, just listening to their words silently. glass of wine.

The "Qiu Yizhi" they were talking about arrived in a short while.

"I'm sorry to keep everyone waiting for a long time. The flight was delayed and the road was a bit congested." Qiu Yizhi had an apologetic smile on her face. With long chest and long legs, there is no choice in figure.

"It's okay, it's only 10 minutes late, you just rushed here from the airport, sister-in-law, you've worked hard!"

"Long time no see, sister-in-law Yizhi has become beautiful again! Haha, what gift did you bring tonight?"

Qiu Yizhi lowered her head slightly when she heard the words, You Jingxing saw that she was shy, and said: "Okay, stop making trouble."

At this moment, everyone's attention is on Qiu Yizhi. Listening to their teasing laughter, Song Liusheng is still silent. Among the audience, Qiu Yizhi is the only woman invited here, which shows that it is of great significance to You Jingxing .

Later, from everyone's mouths, Song Liusheng learned that Qiu Yizhi was originally a model. She is usually busy with work and needs to travel frequently to other cities, flying around by plane.

Qiu Yizhi also came over tonight with a cake, saying that it was a strawberry walnut cake she made by herself, and opened it in front of everyone.

Same as Song Liusheng did.

You Jingxing's little cousin gave the sports bracelet he planned to give earlier, and this time he made the same strawberry cake with Qiu Yizhi.

The gifts prepared were repeated one after another. Song Liusheng, who was getting more and more embarrassed, didn't take out the cake he made, but only said that he bought one, but in reality?

He knows that You Jingxing loves strawberries the most, he is a strawberry lover, and he also likes to eat walnuts, and they are the kind of walnut kernels that need to be peeled, not sold directly.

The strawberries on the cake were picked by Song Liusheng from the fields of his hometown in the country. The walnut kernels sprinkled on top were also bought by Song Liusheng first, and then peeled by hand. He was very patient. , crumbled and sprinkled on the cake.

Now that Qiu Yizhi brought the cake to the table, You Jingxing decided to cut up the cake she made and distributed it to other friends, including Song Liusheng.

Everyone praised Qiu Yizhi for her kindness and kindness, and she was also very virtuous. The cakes bought by others in the store were far inferior to Qiu Yizhi's hard work.

Song Liusheng ate two bites of the cake, with a forced smile on the corner of his mouth, he hardly spoke, and wanted to minimize his presence, it was best to be ignored by others.

After a meal, it was already very late, because there was only one girl, Qiu Yizhi, among them, everyone shouted for You Jingxing to send Qiu Yizhi home.

It happened that You Jingxing didn't worry about her, after all, Qiu Yizhi came to eat as soon as she got off the plane, and she didn't even arrange a place to live.

He couldn't drive after drinking, so he took a taxi, and he got into the car with Qiu Yizhi, planning to send her to a hotel run by a friend for a temporary stay.

Other friends of You Jingxing also left with their companions. Song Liusheng waved to You Jingxing without saying anything. He watched You Jingxing and Qiu Yizhi leave in the car together until the car was far away from his sight and gradually disappeared from sight.

Blowing the cool night wind, walking alone on the quiet road, Song Liusheng couldn't help but think of the wine table just now, when a friend complained about the tour, sometimes full of sympathy, met stray cats and dogs by the roadside, always wanted to pick them all up and take care of them , He also often donates blood and donates money to charity.

Although it didn't mean anything, Song Liusheng felt something.

It is very common and common to ask for nothing and love for nothing. After all, love is neither pity nor gift.

Regarding this point, Song Liusheng had already seen it clearly.

Song Liusheng is also mentally prepared to accept the reality that You Jingxing will marry a wife and have children soon. After all, You Jingxing is different from him. You Jingxing is not gay.

Because he drank some wine tonight and his heart was empty, Song Liusheng got up again in the middle of the night in a trance.

He took out some cosmetics from the drawer, painted his eyebrows with powder, and brushed his eyelashes. With his skillful movements, he quickly completed the makeup of the entire face, and painted a bright red on his lips, and finally put on the wig.

In the dead of night, Song Liusheng looked at himself in the mirror with exquisite makeup, and suddenly laughed: "Mom, am I beautiful?"